Oh my, Dusty

I'm disappointed me with myself, but there's a lesson to be learned.

Today was my last day of my Anatomy and Physiology class. I know that I'm getting a D in the class. I thought that I wanted to squeak by with a C, but in reality, I didn't want to because I didn't put forth the effort. Sure, I went to class, but I never read the book. I tried to study, but I could never pin myself down and memorize the information. I cannot believe I wasted a semester. I wasted my neighbor's time too because she watched my kids every Tuesday and Thursday morning. Like I said, I was hoping for a C, but in all honesty, I did not deserve to pass the class. I will repeat it next semester providing I can hire and afford the baby sitter. The class is only offered in the evening or I may have to take micro biology in the morning.

All I know is that I need to yank my head out of my butt and really apply myself. I know without a doubt that I could pass this class with at least a B as long as I do the work. I'm used to skating by and winging it, so I guess I finally got caught.

I also realize that I was completely disengaged until October 26th, so next time it will be different. I will become a mid-wife.