So Unsettled....

Since I failed my class, I have to pay back my financial aid. I was told that it will be prorated, but I'm not holding my breath. I feel so sick about it.

I wanted to repeat the class this spring semester but the two classes are full and the waiting lists are full, so now I'm going to take Micro Biology. It's equally as difficult as my previous class. I'm also taking a running fitness class. I know that exercising will help me relieve some of my stress.

As I sit here right this minute, I feel like throwing in the towel and give up with school. Am I really supposed to be an RN or mid-wife?

I feel like such a loser.

I wish God would pick up his phone and call me and say, "Dusty, your life purpose is to __________, so follow your purpose to find your career."